After

Honestly, I can believe I'm writing a blog at 2AM in the morning. But you know what should you blaming? The fucking book After!!!

I was actually catching up with books right now, whenever I have free time during work and the one I'm currently reading right? BEYOND CRAZY! I don't even know why I'm still reading it.

Little introduction, I have this small infatuation with Wattpad series (you know, those online fan fiction or self-publish books).  Honestly, there are few that I'm hooked right now because some of them has a great story beside the face that the way it was written is stupid. Anyway, I was actually contemplating on what to read next, considering the last book that I've read is Ugly Truth, which is BATSHIT GREAT!!!Definitely topped my list! You can't just follow that kind of book with some mediocre, it'll ruin you! So while strolling around the book section of Publix (I know!), actually trying to find a hard bound of Ugly Truth, I saw the book. It definitely piqued my interest when I notice it. I know I've read it somewhere that that was actually a One Direction fan fiction in Wattpad and it was just recently published as a book. Well, considering my unconditional love for Young Adult books, plus the fact that it was a famous book in Wattpad, I decided to read it.  Thought that should be enough to follow Ugly Truth. However, still not sure if I'm enjoying it or I despised it, I continue to read the book and now I'm on the 2nd book!

You must be wondering, if I didn't like the book, why not stop? Why not delete the freakin' epub and moved on? Honestly, I can't quite decide the answer for those question. I like some of the parts. Actually, LOVE the kilig parts of the book. But most of the time? UGGGH!

I mean, first things first, when you read the book and you've read quite a lot of stories on Wattpad, you can honestly smell the Wattpad ambiance on the book. Seriously! The book has been written poorly, that you'll just say to yourself..."Well, that escalated too quickly!". However, that's not the part that infuriates me.

The heroine on the book? FUCKING STUPID! I can't even decide where to begin!

She's so stupid
She's batshit crazy
She's freakin' fucking jealous about EVERYTHING
She defies every rule she made for herself
She's SO STUPID
She's rounds up falling to a routine of breaking up, crying, falling in love, blah blah, blah
She just can't learn her freakin' lesson!
She doesn't want to rely to people but do it anyway.
And did I mention she's stupid??

I mean, DUDE! Can't you see the pattern? The two of them will bicker, they'll miss each other, they'll share sweet things then they'll start fighting over something stupid and will repeat that process all over again. Also, the hero always ask her to give him ONE LAST CHANCE but how many times did he just crumple that chance? Honestly, with all things that the hero has done? You should've left. Go as far away as possible. What should she do with the sexual tension they surely have? Throw it in the gutter!

Oh did I forgot to mention, the fact the "she did not want to be hormonal teenager" but she acts like it? The freakin' first time they've been intimate with each other, she's all ready to throw out her V card. IN A FREAKIN' STREAM!! How crazy is that? One more thing that I forgot to tell you? She's a fucking cheater! I can't even begin to explain how messed up the story is.

Oh! We can't just let the hero go! He has a shitload of stupidity in his hands too!

The way he turns hot and cold
The way he drinks himself to death but holds the "I DON'T DRINK" idea.
The way he tells her how he love her, after they had a fight!
The way he keeps on saying "fuck her" rather than using "make love" or "sex" is just so intimate (sarcasm intended)

Honestly, I was so ready to just finish the book, then leave it as that. But just when I was so sure of leaving it. The book ended the most predictable yet heart-clenching way. I still blame myself for still reading it but c'mon. I just can't!

However, this books has proven that it won't get better! I mean, after all he has done? After those unexplicable things that has happened?

All those lies.
Those betrayal!
Those stupid decision he has made
The constant "heartbreak"
And most of all THE HUMILIATION.

I just can't fathom why would she even consider getting back together with him!

Oh! And boy did I forgot to mention the fucking mother in the story? How she constantly push the heroine to her ex boyfriend. How she didn't bother to just let everything slide and comfort her daughter just like what a normal mother would do. The fact that her daughter is a complete wrecked but she just wants the heroine to continue her life just as how they plan it in the beginning. FUCKING CRAZY.

Anyway, long story short. DON'T EVEN BOTHER MAKING THE SAME MISTAKE THAT I'M DOING. It's just one of those book series that you love to hate but still can't stop reading it.



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